"anti emotion", or "the further maddening of royal george, overseer, monitor and informant (salubriety and sobriety division, north-east sector)"

to set the swelling scene
the heart rises and chokes
in the throat;
black night fast approaches
and it is raining
(mais bien-sur...
...this is poetry, darling, and that is poetic licence)
and each night is now the same.
down swelling heart!
down you
(and damn you!)